I was bullied since I was five because I have always been very gullible and also very sensitive. I though that stage of my life was done the moment I finished middle school. But I was wrong for my father and brother became my bullies. I am 22 and their words still hurt me. I at time feel no love from men. Sexually I can not connect with men as hard as I force myself to kiss them it is really not stimulating. I prefer women.